Just to Make Them Stop...

"Have you ever seen your face in a mirror, there's a smile, but inside you're just a mess...You feel far from good, need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand. Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else, to let go of your disguise, all your worries too, and from that moment, then you see things clear.

I'm okay, I really am now. Just needed some time, to figure things out. Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you. Still we don't know what's yet to come."

-Lene Martin "Disguise"

I'm just really depressed... I feel so alone... I have new "friends," but we're so numerous, it's like I know nothing about them... and I hate not knowing "friends." I miss you guys... bad.