7 years, goodbye.

I won't say goodbye 'coz I hate goodbyes. -Rekha

Hi! howz doing? Hops it's fine, and sorry. -Elvira

Thank You. -Armando

Maligo ka naman. -Angelo

May crush ka ba kay regine? -Lance

Stay fanget. -Raiza

Wag ka magpapadala sa loko nila. -Audrey

What are you doing this summer? -Daphne

Haulomo, Syaulomo -Pacana

Sana next year mas malala ka pa. -Huey

I just drop by to say hi! -Alfredo

Thanks sa mga pinahiram mo sa akin -Kenneth

If ever you change, for the better. -Gladys

See you when I see you -Diane

Kickin' ass? Pain. -Barbie

Don't give up. -Gabby

Remain that way. -Billie

Huwag na huwag mong gagayahin si Pedro. -Migel

Bye packer. -Carlo

My name is What E. Ver. -Ramon

Wassup? -Justin

You'll always be my tomodashi. -Nina

Toodaloo. -Paula

I love you Jeb. -Iris

Pray to God. -Jamaica

Gulo ng gamit mo. -Claudine

Bakit ngayon lang kita nakilala? -Robert

I appreciate it. -Kamille

I'm not in happy mood now e. -Angela

I hope you're like that with others. -Raiza

Become the 1st in the 1st year batch. -Marvin

Always remember to smile. -Bea

Deep kasi. -Sanz

Try not to get below 85 again. -Christian

The Lamentations of C. Joseph Michael (in the fashion of T.S. Elliot) -revised-

He walks the streets in sturdy strides

and keeps his hands upon his sides

a journey of a normal day

of blurs that pass from way to way

his legs turn left, and then a right

then sunshine, that of morning light

he hurries forward, time is fast

but then the hook of those things past

Snow White incarnate then calls my name

the call, warmth of the hearthen flame

though to me she has none a blame

I fear I do not feel the same

And time then stops as names are called

as fears of past wounds he recalled

but not to her a word was said

of wounds or of his heart left dead

he smiles, and waves to say goodbye

though deep inside, a need to cry

has swelled within his heart of glass

and bade her memory cease to pass

Snow White incarnate then calls my name

the call, warmth of the hearthen flame

though to me she has none a blame

I fear I do not feel the same

And on he walks upon his way

his hands upon his sides do stay

with strength to gain from each strong stride

he nods his head, hurt will subside

he reaches then the destined door

he knocks, and opens then once more

inside he peers so he may see

if friends are there, but should not be

Orbs that shatter on the felt

of wasting life, of hearts that melt

of idle time, and loss of guilt

and slipping of young minds to silt

There they are, those who waste time

those who now treat him as a mime

who once were friends, but sunk too fast

simmilarities don't seem to last

they live now in selfish vice

and he in his sorrow cannot suffice

as friend, for friends to them clash orbs as well

and he cannot, and never will

Orbs that shatter on the felt

of wasting life, of hearts that melt

of idle time, and loss of guilt

and slipping of young minds to silt

A million friends they have since made

but he who has since been layed

aside for those who have more use

his heart could take no more abuse

he walks away as he does well

and a need to cry begins to swell

again, who likes to lose a friend

has friendship reached its hollowed end

The end is reached, this I must say

but I too must go way to way

for I, a blur to you, in dismay

must say goodbye. I cannot stay.

Shit Happens...

She called again.

*ring*
*ring*

hello?
hey!
... hi!
whats up?
not much.
really?
you're persistent.
so it seems.
i heard your high school had a reunion, did you go?
it was 300 pax.
ouch, but you didn't answer the question.
no, i didnt.
when was that anyway?
last saturday.
so thats why i saw you in geebelt
*heart sinks at cute pseudo name for fave mall*
geebelt?
yah.
what time?
you were pigging out with some gay people.
*heart sinks at blatant insults on friends*
yeah... yeah...

and more conversation followed. *heart sinks deeper*

sneak preview: The Epic of Apathy

It is said to be just a shell. Without the warmth, without the life, it is nothing more than a carcass.

What of our memories?

What of the soft hands that held mine, or of the hair that grazed my skin with warmth and flowing grace?

They are testimonies. That shell serves as a reminder of things long gone. Every emotion ever felt, every experience with what is now that carcass... If I was not so naive... If I had only tried to remember or even tried to take a second to recollect, I would not have just stood there. I would not have handled the carcass, emotionless, disgusted at the thing, as it was filthy, infested, and rotting. I would have taken it in my arms, and I would relive every sensation, and recall every memory. I would feel the palms that held me, and brought me warmth. I would feel the hair brush on my skin one last time. I would hold our bodies close, carcass to carcass, and find one last stir of warmth. Only for that moment, it is not just a shell. The carcass is a carcass, but to me it should have been more. It was a part of me. I lost myself as I lost what was once in the carcass.

I found love as she died in my arms.

I'm so EMO, I.....

Julz told me to search I'm so emo, I... in yahoo... HILARIOUS RESULTS! some vulgarities... but what the hell...

I'm so emo I could cry.

I'm so emo, I bleed whine.

I'M SO EMO I PUNCHED A CAREBEAR

I'm so emo I know the word for "depressed" in ten different languages

I'm So Emo, I Cry when I Masturbate

I'm So Emo I Shit Nautical Stars!

I'm so emo, I make flowers cry

I'm so emo, I spilled milk, cried, and wrote a song about it

I’m so emo, I cry when I pee.

I'm so emo I hate myself

I'm so emo I vomit tears of blood

I'm so emo; I burn all my food so it's black

I'm so emo I shit razor blades.

I'm so Emo I think I'm gonna die

I'm so emo, I cry stars

I'm So Emo I Shit Eyeliner.

I'm so emo I just cut my finger.

I’m so emo I can rocka hello kitty layout.

I'm so emo I bleed.

I'm so emo I sneeze bats.

I'm so emo I forgot about cutting and just lopped off my hand.

I'm so emo I have power ranger underwear

I’m so emo I wear hairfalls.

I'm so emo, I bleed black.

I'm so emo I cut off my legs!

I'm so emo I cut off my legs!

I'm so emo... I cut my fingernails.

I'm so emo, I ran out of room on my own body and have to cut other people now

I’m so EMO I weep black hair dye

I'm so emo I wear square contacts

I'm so emo I burn Candy Land cards.

I'm so emo; I could laugh the whole day.

I'm so emo I fart stars

I'm so Emo I lubricate with my tears when I masturbate.

I'm so emo I disgust even myself

I'm So Emo, I Can Bend Time

Tagged by Thea and Sanny

You know the rules...
5 weird thing about the taggers, 5 weird things about the tagged, and i tag 5 people.

Ma Teresa Aque:
1. she wears jackets with nothing underneath when nothing fits her :)
2. she buys clothes to be torn anyway...
3. she seems to have no man luck. at all.
4. she cringes at the mention of God.
5. she has 1 million different audible sounds to substitute for actual words in a conversation.

Sanny Joy Oropel:
1. says her manlet's dingdong reaches from bacolod to manila (laki nun)
2. gusto ng dugo at med stuff, pero nung tinanong ko nung 1st year bat di siya nag nursing, sabi niya sellout kasi sila.
3. punk rock nga, pero may hip hop ghetto part na ballerina... na medical pa! so parang anak ni Avril Lavigne, Nelly, Macuja-Elizalde, at House.
4. palagi nalang nawawalan ng blog. p*tang*nang ex na yan.
5. ang may kasalanan kung bakit lumagpak ako ng stat.

Me:
1. Dinidilaan ko ang ice cream. Hindi ko ito kinakain.
2. 2 buwan na hindi nagpapantalon.
3. 3 beses na nawalan ng ID.
4. When I pee, I flush my cubicle, and the cubicles adjacent to me.
5. friends ko si sanny at thea.

I tag:
Ley, Julz, Talitha (ulit), Chan (sige na chan), and Joel (I have no idea why)

The ONLY UNIVERSITY that had class today.

I had to walk through 2 km of knee deep flood water, I got my umbrella broken, and almost slipped a million times on the slippery walkways of the LRT... don't they realize that they cancelled it for a reason... ACADEMIC EXCELLENCE vs. WELLBEING. Whatever happened to student centered education?

What Would You Say if Someone Told You (Puzon, 2007)

-----------what would you say if someone told you----------

1. ang arte mo!
* PANGET KA! >:O

2. mas matalino naman ako sayo!
* K.

3. crush ako ng crush mo?
* Yeah nga eh, I also heard that you sprouted a penis. So go suck yourself nigger. -_-

4. ang bobo mo pala sa math!
* I know, ang bobo mo naman na di mo nalaman yun from the start.

5. bilisan mo naman!
*WAIT LANG!

6. ang taray mo!
* Haha. Panget ka.

7. gusto mo ng away?
* SIGE! LETS GO! UUPUAN KITA! TANGINAMO! :))

8. takot ka ata sakin eh?
* You crazy mother fuck :)

9. mas mahal niya ko!
* Tapos?

10. ang bababa na naman ng mga grades
mo!
* Ang baba naman ng baba mo o_o;;

----------what would you say if your parents told you---------

1. wag ka magpagabi ah.
* Kay mommy. :/

2 buti pa yang kapatid mo ang sipag magaral.
* Siya yun eh. Di ko kasalanan wala siyang friends. -_-;;

3. matulog ka ng maaga.
* Hahahahaha. K.

4. maglinis ka ng bahay, maghugas ka ng pinggan at magdilig ka ng halaman.
* Bea nalang -_-

5. mag-aral ka ng mabuti ha?
* Kay.

6. nung kasing tanda mo ko ang baon ko piso lang!
* Mom, were in America kaythanks :|

7.pagsinabi kong hindi pwede, hindi pwede..
* MOMMYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

------------what would you say if your teacher told you----------

1. bagsak ka na naman!
*HAHAHA! MARUNONG KA MAG TAGALOG??! EH DI SANA MAS NAINTINDIHAN KO TINUTURO MO!! EH DI SANA DI AKO BAGSAK! -_-

2. ibabagsak kita sa major subject mo!
*Bakit?

4. late ka na naman!
*Si Mommy eh.. -_-

5. magaling ka palang sumayaw.
*Fershizzle Bitchizzle <3

6. hindi ka na pwedeng pumasok sa klase ko.
* Ok lang :)) I dont like it in there anyway :)

7. kailangan kong makausap ang magulang mo.
*They dont speak Tagalog. o_o;;

8. ang makita kong mangopya 60 na ha?
* Negra. Pano yung di mo makita? :))

9. buti pa ang kabilang section nanalo.
* Nanalo naman kami sa puso namin eh :)

10. hindi ka nakikinig kaya wala kang alam.
* May alam kaya ako. Ang alam ko, di ka marunong mag turo, alam ko yun kase, nakikinig ako. Wala lang ako naintidihan.