Okay...

I'm still kind of depressed. Anjo and I had another ateneo conversation this lunch time... and something he said struck me... When I told him I haven't studied for the ACET yet, he replied, "That can only mean one of two things, either you think it is absolutely hopeless to transfer, or you don't want to transfer anymore." That hit me like a hypothetical bell on the head. Ouch. He's right... It's actually both. That doesn't mean that I have to throw away years worth of hopes and dreams for a group of 23 people... or maybe I'm throwing it away for the whole Lasallian package... maybe I have learned to accept it. Its not just it is almost impossible to re-enter... I have grown to love my new home... It no longer houses me... It is beloved to me... "What's truly important is invisible to the eye..." Animo Lasalle.