Looking Back

You may think I'm drunk, or maybe I took Dopamine or Oxytocin pills, but truly, I love you guys so much!!!

If I die early... I have some requests... First is that I get buried in my Junior shirt and Lucky brand jeans. Secondly... I want my Genpsyc book with me. Thirdly... no single shot picture of me. When I die, I don't want you to remember me, but what I want you to remember is the life I lived. I want you to reflect on how I lived, and how you guys want to live. I want a collage of everything, (not necessarily the one up there) instead of a singular picture. Next, if I die early, tell my mom to get my grandfather an ipod, and bring him back to HK so he can see La Salle Hong Kong again... Next, I want the song playing during my funeral to be a mixture of club mixes... go wild. Next, I want to make sure all my friends are involved, after all, you guys are half my life. :) Family being the other half. God is a different matter. Then, instead of a guestbook where you sign your name, sign your favorite Mickey-Cabuts anecdote. Then during eulogies, no saying "He will be missed." Say "Thank God he's gone." Tell my mom that too. Oh, and those who cry have to take a shot of vodka, (iyakan na yan...) Also, tell mom to take care of ryan... send him to school if possible... since I'm gone na, thats 90% of her expenses anyway :D. Then, I have some idiosyncrasies for you guys to live out for me... 1st is taking a bath in distilled water... Iris, you do that in my stead. 2nd is sleeping alone for a night in the Presidential Suite of a 5 star hotel... bahal kayo kung sino gagawa... sino mang may pera... 3rd is bathing in milk... si Anjo gagawa nito :D... Another is buying myself a family size Pizza to eat for myself... whoevers matakaw... live it out for me. Last is telling the accounting and bookstore ladies (the irritable ones) to "shut up coz I hate you B!+C#!!!" Thea, you do this.