FAME!

Gymnastics Association

Did you know? Na member ako ng Gymnastics Association of the Philippines? Lifetime member ako! I'm a gymnast I like birthday cake...

crap

I can't even bear to see her face in friendster... grr...

another insight into my past

We (Yeng, Thea, and I) went to Mama V's for a little karaoke session a while ago... The whole time I was there though, I couldn't stop thinking about her... especially when Thea started singing "Someone that I used to love." I feel so annoyed at myself, whats the deal?! I thought I was waaaay over... maybe not... I don't feel the same way anymore... It's all nostalgic value for me now... There used to be a time when whenever her name was called, I'd blush and solidify in awkwardness... There usede to be a time that whenever I saw hair like hers, my brain would automatically start a daydream sequence... There used to be a time that I cried everytime I said her name... There used to be a time when blood dripped upon my shirt from my bleeding hands... There was a time when I would laugh maniacally, facing the sky, in the middle of a Dasma road... and people would stare... yet I never cared... Am I over? Now, when her name is uttered, you see only a smile on my face... a silhouette would only bring a laugh... when I remember her, it's all in sepia... the stains have all been washed away... but the sky now brings sorrow... I hate you, yet I love you enough to leave you alone... for soo long... you demeaned me... your memory ate into my being... I lost interest in anything to do with myself after everything was said and done... Was it that bad? nah. Thanks for everything, za...

Talks...

mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:55:44 PM): hey, i saw ur profile mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:55:45 PM): hey, i saw ur profile mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:56:02 PM): ur cute mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:56:03 PM): ur cute mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:56:39 PM): i know right? mikabuts (1/25/2006 3:56:40 PM): i know right? mikabuts (1/25/2006 4:16:38 PM): mickey! mikabuts (1/25/2006 4:16:39 PM): mickey! I like talking to myself

ReAd Up!

READ UP!

http://mickeyspot.blogs.friendster.com/the_schizophrenia_of_mick/

Nostalgia returns as the original mickeyspot finally culminates this April the 21st. After said date, I will delete the whole thing... since the last day of the "old ways" end on that day... also, April 21st brings a great announcement... 1 month of discerning... 2 months of searching, and it all ends on the 21st. :( This could mean goodbye... arte ko... just posting...

Catholicism again

GENPSYCH... lalang... I read Ibsy's "Handbook on Population" you guys should go read it... OPENS EYES. We also discussed (among the two of us... we usually don't listen in GP) why the muslims, and higher melanin (noir) people are so race sensitive... or religion sensitive... even the scientologists... but Catholics don't care... after all the "mocking Jesus and the Pope" done by soo many people, Catholics don't do a thing in retaliation... Apathy? Ibsy came up with the best answer... tolerance... that explains a lot... Catholic tolerance... social acceptability of a response.

In his eyes...

"In his eyes, all the sorrows of the world..." There is more to pain than meets the eye... Of course who would be foolish enough to hurt himself... :( don't ask... long story... "Too bad I won't be able to kiss them..."

I have made 23 friends

blockies.. magddrama lang ako ulit.. wag nyo sirain mood ko.. wag nyo ako tanungin kung lasing ako tulad nng ginawa ko kay thea nung nagdrama siya.. you opened my eyes to a new reality, that people are made to understand others... you are truly a miraculous bunch... you mould men from silly putty. You guys were always there to take in all my idiosyncrisies, and listen to all my inellegible rants... I love you guys... all 23 of my new friends... *huggies* You even helped me through my Ateneo Obsession. Thank you for accepting who I am... sobrang LOVE ko you guys! and now... I have a new obsession in life, ang maging mas malapit pa sa inyo... Love, ang inyong kaibigang konyong elitista, Sid.

Pagibig o Salapi?

Time old question... a contested belief... what is the greatest inspiration? what is the most powerful thing in the world... LOVE, or MONEY? I'll think about that... help me think... send your reactions to:

Love or Money

2632 Mercedes St. Malate, Manila 1004

or email: mikabuts@yahoo.com

I'm crazy today... forgive me...

Elitism...

I'm looking back at High School... I was such an elitist... English speaking, cake eating, partying, sonovab*tz. I miss High School HAHAHAHAHHA!!!! Now I'm conyotique? Wow from elitism to conyoticism... or maybe now I'm an elitist conyo... NOT!

Hey yo eagles have you heard about the Juniors? Da hu?

Okay... I'm pretty sure that I'm crazy today... It's because of the sponging solution I'm guessing... so I'll do something I think no one has done before... I'm gonna prove Lasalle is a fag nest. Whats my proof? It produced the mother of all Philippine "Manille" homosexuals... Mr. Pallanga himself... Mr. Moi... he's a nice person I'm sure...

Maurice Arcache himself.

Anyway... weird thought entered my mind... I discovered that Mc Donaldization of society isn't at all beneficial... It makes for a sort of impersonal, profit oriented type of capitaliststate... so what do I say?

NO TO Mc Do NALDIZATION!!!

We have to restore free market, and free trade!

NO TO Mc Do NALDIZATION!!!

For the PEOPLE! For the STATE! For HEALTHY AFFORDABLE SOCIALLY CONCERNED FOOD!!!

Mundane Profoundity

I decided to go over my old friendster blog... I realized something... I was so profound back then... not to mention prolific... Now I just feel like I've turned this current blog into a circus... I have forgotten the essence of my blogging... the writing... the thought... It was never about music or pictures... Its about what I think... What I write... What I feel, all for the love of others... So I've decided to take out the incarnate fiasco that is my blog... and return things to a much simpler yet somewhat elegant state... Or maybe my loss of the single greatest angst in my life has caused me to lose my interest in profound thought and literature... I don't know... I'll try to revive the old me though... The 1st term me... go me...

At Dusk...

Do you really have to go? We barely had time to get to know each other well, and now you take away my chance of getting to know you better.... It’s sunset isn’t it... Don’t go... give me five more minutes... This was inevitable from the beginning... I never approached you. I was apprehensive... I should never have met you... you of all people should know that I have to go... But... *sigh* I can’t... I... let me leave with you! You can’t... you won’t... you’ll never leave this place... you weren’t meant to... I’ll never let you go... ... but... :) lets go then...

WAHOOO!!!!

VOX POPILI SUPREMA LEX!

The VOICE of the people is the supreme law! What is the people's voice?

A JUST AND FREE SOCIETY!

Go TAPAT!!! Congrats on the SC sweep!!!

Kamarin...

I know it was a gigantic fiasco, but hey... All for the kids right? If I had the chance, maybe I would have no other way but the way it was... I will miss them all... This was a "chalk mural" by my group in CWTS... it depicts what we thought and felt during our exposures... every drawing has a story... :)

Nowhere but here...

No one but us...

No day like today...

No day like today :) I just realized that I have so much to be thankful for... and that sometimes you really do bleed just to know you're live. :) I just put some random pixs here... to remind myself of life... This is my life... I wouldn't have it any other way...

The heart may freeze or it can burn

The pain will ease if I can learn

There is no futureThere is no past

I live this moment as my last

There's only us

There's only this

Forget regret

Or life is yours to miss

No other road

No other way

No day but today...

There's only yes

Only tonight

We must let go

To know what's right

No other course

No other way

No day but today...

I can't control

My destiny

I trust my soul

My only goal is just

To be

There's only now

There's only here

Give in to love

Or live in fear

No other path

No other way

No day but today...

If I die today, at least I would know I died not in vain. :)

P.S. Thea beat me sa air hockey... 2nd time palang in 18 years... pareho pang babae :p

day-2-day-anniv

Congrats day-2-day trash, and It's owner Red Arceo!!! Happy 1st Anniversary! Many more blog years to come! Ka-blog ako! HAHAHHA! congrats!

Count Me In!

VOTE STRAIGHT TAPAT!

Vote for a JUST and FREE society

Wala, stolen galing sa http://countmein2006.blogspot.com

• COUNT ME IN to render my voice and partake in initiatives that optimize student representation

• COUNT ME IN to join efforts in ensuring quality of student services across all parts of the University• COUNT ME IN to make the most of a Lasallian education and be a true resource for Church and Nation

• COUNT ME IN to be a voice of hope and actively work to uplift the plight of our country

• COUNT ME IN to demand leadership of utmost integrity, credibility, and accountability both here in and beyond the University

VOTE STRAIGHT TAPAT! Vote for a JUST and FREE society

aah, basta COUNT ME IN!

Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing.
You want people to shape up, and you nag.
But you mean well, and you're well loved
despite it. Or because of it. You bring the
donuts even as you tell people to eat more
veggies.

Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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The LG OC test...

Hot! Hot! Hot!

It's officially summer!!! Today was so HOT! I have a raging fever, so that qualifies as hot. Then, I haven't slept AT ALL in a week because of school work that amounted to disappointment anyway, and thats not cool, so that must be hot! Then because of my sickness and my hardwork (for naught), and since my ate Vicky had some kano friends over, we went to Nasugbu, Batangas to go swimming. The weather was hot, and the resort we decided to go to was a gigantic abandoned condominium/hotel complex, HOT!!! It was the bomb! The ambiance was oober cool, the sand was white as snow, and the water was miraculously clear! I could die happy there and then!!! Then there weren't that much people pa kasi hyper expense yung place, kaya FUN!!! I'll post pix (of moi mostly) next time. :D kudos!

Looking Back

You may think I'm drunk, or maybe I took Dopamine or Oxytocin pills, but truly, I love you guys so much!!!

If I die early... I have some requests... First is that I get buried in my Junior shirt and Lucky brand jeans. Secondly... I want my Genpsyc book with me. Thirdly... no single shot picture of me. When I die, I don't want you to remember me, but what I want you to remember is the life I lived. I want you to reflect on how I lived, and how you guys want to live. I want a collage of everything, (not necessarily the one up there) instead of a singular picture. Next, if I die early, tell my mom to get my grandfather an ipod, and bring him back to HK so he can see La Salle Hong Kong again... Next, I want the song playing during my funeral to be a mixture of club mixes... go wild. Next, I want to make sure all my friends are involved, after all, you guys are half my life. :) Family being the other half. God is a different matter. Then, instead of a guestbook where you sign your name, sign your favorite Mickey-Cabuts anecdote. Then during eulogies, no saying "He will be missed." Say "Thank God he's gone." Tell my mom that too. Oh, and those who cry have to take a shot of vodka, (iyakan na yan...) Also, tell mom to take care of ryan... send him to school if possible... since I'm gone na, thats 90% of her expenses anyway :D. Then, I have some idiosyncrasies for you guys to live out for me... 1st is taking a bath in distilled water... Iris, you do that in my stead. 2nd is sleeping alone for a night in the Presidential Suite of a 5 star hotel... bahal kayo kung sino gagawa... sino mang may pera... 3rd is bathing in milk... si Anjo gagawa nito :D... Another is buying myself a family size Pizza to eat for myself... whoevers matakaw... live it out for me. Last is telling the accounting and bookstore ladies (the irritable ones) to "shut up coz I hate you B!+C#!!!" Thea, you do this.

"As we go on, we remember, all the times we spent together, and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever." I reitterate again "What's important is invisible to the eye..." I never want to let you go... You are too dear to me now... I may not have meant it back then, but now I do... no matter what happens, although it is arguable that it's just cowardice... I'll give up my dreams, I'll give up my plans for you. You were there for me. I will always be there for you... Would I ever give up all we've been through for mere plans? Maybe God has put me here for a reason... In the midst of all the loathing, the despising, the cursing, I found something that is worth much more than a better life. Imagine that. :) Carl Carlo Karlo Anjo Kris Jeddy Nepo Martin Talitha Sanny Tove Ruja Leah Fionna Kat Thea Yeng Keisha Red Abby Hannah Anica... Hey, I'm Mickey. Love y'all.

Kk

yan, okay na ako. wag mo na pansinin yung kanina. tapos na yun. I let it go.

Final

Don't you dare do that again. This is the first time I will seriously say I am pissed at you. It's your own paranoia that leads you to hurting yourself, and instead on working on your extreme kapraningan you chose to launch a direct strafing on my personality. What serious damage have I done to you anyway? are you envious of my talents or something? are you annoyed that I'm better at something? Hell. I never talk behind your back, and I tell people to butt off your case. You are so afraid of staining your dignity that you can't even tell when people take things as humor, or as an insult. As for your ability to judge when ridicule goes too far... I won't bother. You are hurt over some simple inanity, and your judgement of what is tickling, and what is piercing is faulty. Don't you dare look down on me. I act the way I do, but consider you of equal standing. You hold me down to ridicule now. Is that where the whole thing was headed from the beginning? Then I'd rather apologize now and back away. What am I to you? An object of psychological displacement? I am not to be made a scapegoat! Don't think that your academic excellence earns you an excuse for displacing false burdens, and it definetely doesn't earn you an excuse to paranoia. We're all trying to help you, and you like the attention. I'm making this serious now. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. Channel everything somewhere else. I'm done listening! It was your time to listen ages ago! As usual no one listens to the fat english speaking academically challenged guy. So either shape up, or I'm giving up! There used to be a time when our friendship was utopian. Then I just got fed up of all the pointless worries. You don't know psychosocial pain. I hoped to help you cope with city life as I know it. It really is a much more vicious place here among the concrete and steel. This world is harsh, and It's either you learn to let things go and relax, or you're gonna either die or go crazy here. All I've been hearing are shallow qualms that to me only take a night's sleep to erase. It may be a harder life where you live, but why do you think people go away from Manila when they retire? Beacause of all the stress entailed in a highly urbanized, modernized area. Your life may have been utopian. I have seen to much of my beloved city, and my world is far from perfect. It's a vicious life down here. Shape up or return to your burrow.

A Little Hope.

A share something with you today. I share with you the hopes of millions of people. I share a touch, and a handshake. I share a smile, and a song. I share what little hope I have with you, as that when you find you have none, you can always be sure that empty cups are often filled.

PARODY DAY!!!

yan yan muna for parody day... wala ako magawa e... read the last 4 posts... you'll understand

Si Anjo naman...

wala lang... palaging wala ako maintindihan e... ung kay Yeng din lalim e... Pabiton mariton kabaluhajaman harina sariwa lamita nakakapagpabagabag! banana pineaplle blueberry. Usapang flora baba laklak alak! Juju bla bala hala bira hala bira! Ilocos Bisaya kumbawa! Ateneo Ateneo rarara! SIS bumba! bumakaya! bukaka!!!! kalimitan ng obras pias BPI banko sentral mapananangan! prismang bilanggo ng kabalastugang pagkain! Noli me tengere ibarra sisa halakinu kinu kina! COMPANA! hey pana hey pana pana napatinapayan tinapa papa mama lola baluga!!! walang magawa! suliting tanong dapuan ng tae...pandesalan ng mga birheng mataba. Kakababakanahalabara... Kinultoang manok na may sinigang sa dulo. Ingatz sainyo!!! mga Fans ko!

Si Thea naman gagayahin ho!!!

Parody Day part 2!!! read previous posts... THea! your turn!!! gagayahin kita!!!! joke lang ha. Haay, today was talagang cool! I met up with sina bebang ang chering kanina sa Masagana mall! We made ikot the department store, and then miglang who else paba na kita namin kundi si Fernando Mario Gallo Jenio Barillo! OMG! Why was he there! I just had to make him kita again! and then kasama niya si Katbina Karina Muchacha Harina!!! yung bago niyang girl!!! ayoko na sa masagana! huhuhuhu.. tapos becoz of that, I made uwi nalang, and then tumawag si Fernando sa cell ko! I was so galit kasi so kapal naman kanyang mukha... alam naman niyang were always in Masagana, then me made show up pa! I made baba the phone... un.. thanks nga pala kay Sidji kasi he made me bati kanina! and nga pala, I saw eagle kanina sa SJ!!!! ang cute talaga nya!!!! so cute! he's so chinito!!!!

Tep, gagayahin kita!

No offense to Tep ah! baka magalit ka. Joke only to! :D plus free advertising for you! I went to Bambang yesterday with my Labby buddies thea and carl, and OMG! so many bargains!

Oh my God! this is the newest from COS! It's the new hot thing! Physics! I tooootally love this new look, especially the nun like hood!

This new eyewear is from mercurydrug! Its so cool! I love the blue strap and the protecive glass! HOT!

This is a must have from St. Joseph medical supplies! Its the new gloves!!! 100% latex! they're sooo stylish! Its a MUST HAVE ACCESSORY! It comes in white, yellow, blue, and pink! I love the pink!

OMG! The absolute newest in designer scalpels! the RETRACTABLE SCALPEL!!! OMG!!! my Idol Hendrietta Hyman uses this! I want one to!!! you can buy it at Jojo's medical supplies!

Ah! all you pet lovers out there who love to put little dogs in bags, yet love anatomy, try this out, The new dissected cats from Mr. Cat Man inc!!!! they're soooo hot! Male or Female, any color! Dissect it yourself! MUST HAVE!!!!! I have one na! I love him nga e. His name's werewolf!

PARODY DAY!!!

I feel like writing today... so if you don't like it, sue me. It feels like a parody day, so I'll make today parody day!!! I'll make fun of other's blogs by making gaya the essense of their blogs... with a twist >:) watch out for yours! you may be in my Parody Day List!

Flashbacks

I was an inch away from her... and all I could say was "Congratulations, I hope we meet again." I was stupid, scared, and psychotic... We never saw each other again... I never even gave it a chance...

Thoughts again...

Physiology dictates you are of human form, but what is your form if you do not have the will, rationale, and humanity that comes with being human. We have our faults, but only we can learn from them, sometimes even correct them. Only we have limitless chances given to us. All we have to do is take a chance. Be human.

Nostalgia

Time stands still, as nostalgia takes over me a sight, a sound, a taste, a feel, a love... I have missed it all this time, and I have never forgotten you. You controlled me. I followed your every will. You taught me how to learn, how to love... Your seven stars still shine bright in my soul... I love you, Fushigi Yuugi. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! (Ako parin si Tomite!!!!!) WOHOO!!!! Adik sa Curius Play!!! I Love Takiko!!! Did you know na FY yung nagset sa mind ko ng perfect girl ko, long black hair, white as in white, tapos... basta!!! Wooh!!! sino si Takiko? Genbu no miko.

Ash Fun!

I enjoyed Ash Wednesday! Kudos and thanks to Thea and Yeng! RoK on people. Read their blogs to know what fun we had!