Two Years Later

"It's like I've been taking so many chances, that I feel as if I'm nothing like who I was two years ago, and I'm scared... Nothing's what it used to be... everything I've gotten myself into is unfamilliar, everything I've done in the name of getting used to change... it seems it's all too much for me to handle... I'm sad, because nothing's left of my old life... and I can't look back..." Thats what I told my mom on my way back home from my final validation day in Ateneo... As usual she wasn't listening, and I was left thinking for myself... I'm not who I was back in fourth year... You don't know what it feels like, realizing you have taken so many chances, that you don't know where you are anymore... All my ride hopping has landed me someplace unfamilliar, and it's only now I realize I'm lost. What else can I do though... I guess I have to take more chances... vicious circle people... I'm just along for the ride.